My experience wasn’t much of fun.
I’m not going to state all things as some needs to stay confidential due to reasons, that wouldn’t be disclosed.
First, when I came on the forums was to simply report someone, I wasn’t aware of what moderator really is, who is who and what’s this server about, I was blindfolded back when I was new, I was just playing, I didn’t even cared about/payed attention to rule violators and persisted playing the game.
It was Samsak1 who really brought me here to the LifeBoat discord and my first imperssion on there was worse than you can imagine. Basically, there was something in between me, Apple, Sam and Chaiya, of course. At that time, my english was like Non-Exsisting and so was my maturness.
I once got permanently banned of Sam’s discord and blocked from Sam, I came on LifeBoat discord sever starting making drama and started incentivizing everyone to not to trust Sam and block him, it was hilarious that I recall what I was doing at that time and even cringe at it, I even got my 1st ever warning from Paul for saying an unseemly word. And well, the drama stopped eventually when I got a bit tired of it.
Then later in 2018, I met this lady Ellie (Not sprinkle) and she pretty much introduce me to CTF13 fam members and I still was pretty immature at that time, but my english was getting improvments slowley.
Then I had dispute with ellie over me flagging in CTF. Ok, I’m gonna cut a huge part of this thing, because it was extremely toxic
I then showed my interest in being an In-Game moderator at LifeBoat for some evident reasons, that you already know, banning cheaters, that really was my main reason to become an In-Game moderator.
I started working on my application and my 1st application was made in 10 mins, you can imagine how short would it be.
I wasn’t the equilibrium person, clearly. So, I Direct messaged Ultra (When he was a lead) to check my application and… You know how it went.
I persisted making short applications which was a straight up denial, I didn’t know that time.
So, here I admit right now and here to everyone. One day, I got really tired of making applications and getting repudiated everytime, so I gone to HaleyWolf and asked her assistance on my application and at first she gave me a few tips, but that didn’t worked out so well because my English was really bad. And, she did prepared my application which when I submitted I got accepted for it. Later, Brandon kicked me after 2 days because he knew I copied my application.
I quit playing LifeBoat, because of my 1st removal from the team.
Me being a fabulist to Brandon, I spammed Brandon’s dm just to prove myself correct, but well that didn’t worked.
Later when I did got a bit mature, I thought why not apply now again? I came in October to apply again and… Got repudiated. I wasn’t really sad though. I tried again in November, got accepted during my exam day and so may not know, My first priorities Was being a volunteer instead of exams. While I should have been antithetical. But I did made a topic about why I got kicked 2nd time lol. When I was appealing, Dave told me I was kicked because I wasn’t mature enough as a volunteer should really be.
So… I quitted LifeBoat forever thinking I would never achieve my true goal and started being toxic, I mean extremely toxic.
I came back in January 2019, made topics about my removal, then I felt like, let’s just give it a one last chance, I messaged Brandon asking If I can re-apply, but instead of saying yes or no, he said “I would highly suggest appealing” I was so shocked to see Brandon giving me an different answer.
He told me to add 2 other leads, Dave and Kale. After adding them I elucidated why I created this group and ask them to give me a bit of time to prepare my appeal after an hour I submitted my appeal and Kale added me in the team again.
After being added I face multitudinous issues and well… (Gotta cut this part too)
Then, I engaged in forums activities and created a topic where all former volunteer came back and started ranting about the server, I made another topic, which I would like to keep the title confidential because it got unlisted later, so that topic was created to give an elucidation of how hard volunteers do work and trying to ameliorate the sever from its current state. In that topic, I missed a little part and that’s where me and Remero started our quarrels it goes on and on till the Dave announced about the forum closure, we are now good, we don’t have any disputes over anything.
I relish forums when there are normal topics, where everyone is putting their friendly verdicts and doesn’t cause any debates over it.
I really do hope instead of forums getting remove, we can give you the assurance of not creating in drama. After all its because of our grumbles over many things makes thing worse and take away what we once loved, sometimes I wish we hadn’t complain much over everything so things had stayed nomally.
Thank you for reading.
It was fun meeting you all.